24 September, 2022

LitStaff Pick: Our Favorite Plot Twists

A Week Laterhttp://poetrydispatch.files.wordpress.com/2012/09/sharon-olds_13205178930.jpg?w=510&h=403&resize=294%2C232
Sharon Olds
It’s one of the most haunting, and haunted of poems, and one I never tire of reading. Sharon Olds  begins this elegiac poem with a statement many writers have made about the tragic events of 9/11. “I don’t think I could ever write about it.” But as she shows in the deliberate and solid beauty of her lines, God—as well as life and death—resides in the details. The twist takes place at the conclusion, in the rightness of a death that comes in its natural time—a twist that is all the more surprising in a poem about life wrongly taken away.
A week later, I said to a friend: I don’t
think I could ever write about it.
Maybe in a year I could write something.
There is something in me maybe someday
to be written; now it is folded, and folded,
and folded, like a note in school. And in my dream
someone was playing jacks, and in the air there was a
huge, thrown, tilted jack
on fire. And when I woke up, I found myself
counting the days since I had last seen
my husband-only two years, and some weeks,
and hours. We had signed the papers and come down to the
ground floor of the Chrysler Building,
the intact beauty of its lobby around us
like a king’s tomb, on the ceiling the little
painted plane, in the mural, flying. And it
entered my strictured heart, this morning,
slightly, shyly as if warily,
untamed, a greater sense of the sweetness
and plenty of his ongoing life,
unknown to me, unseen by me,
unheard, untouched-but known, seen,
heard, touched. And it came to me,
for moments at a time, moment after moment,
to be glad for him that he is with the one
he feels was meant for him. And I thought of my
mother, minutes from her death, eighty-five
years from her birth, the almost warbler
bones of her shoulder under my hand, the
eggshell skull, as she lay in some peace
in the clean sheets, and I could tell her the best
of my poor, partial love, I could sing her
out with it, I saw the luck
and luxury of that hour.
Hear Sharon Olds read A Week Later here.
-Lauren Alwan